Shiqayat hai.....

phir wohi adaa hai, wohi nasha hai
wohi madhoshi phir chaai hai
ye tu toh nahi, koi bharam nahi
koi khwab hai ya teri parchai hai

yu hi khayalo me kho jana wohi hai
besabab intezaar rozana wohi hai
bholapan zara naya hai
halki si zara haya hai

sab jaan kar khamoshi se muskurana
deedad bhare andaaz se meri bebasi ko aazmana
"mohabbat nahi kahin bhi" barha ye samjhana
phir ishare se " yehi mohabbat hai" ye batana

mujhe is nazakat se zara shiqayat hai

shokhiyaan sab tujhme hain
har ada me ek nayi ada hai
kabhi muskurana tera sharma kar
roothna pal bhar ko phir khud hi maan jana
kabhi kehna sab kuch siva uske jiska intezaar tha
kabhi yu hi keh jana k bas tera intezaar tha

sab kuch mil kar bhi kisi ki kavayad hai
mujhe is shararat se jara shiqayat hai

kabhi goonjti hai khamoshi teri kaano me
kabhi aawaz me kuch sunai na de
kabhi tere har haraf k chehre pe ungaliyyan pheroon main
aur kabhi inki mallika hi mujhe dikhai na de
kabhi tujh bin tujhe sun loon main
kabhi tu karib ho kar bhi dikhayi na de
is shor me basi kisi khamoshi ki chahat toh hai
mujhe is beaawaz aahat se zara shiqayat hai

Pashopesh.....

wo ek muskaan jispe apni har khushi qurbaan kar de
wo bachpan ka sa bholapan
wo bina kisi banawat ki si nazakat
wo bereham si shararat hai tujhme
tujhe haya kahoon ya dua, bas isi pashopesh me hoon
ek bhoole shayar ko aawaz di tune...
tujhe tufaan kahoon ya hawa..
bas isi pashopesh me hoon

bin mile main beeta sa tha
najar bhar dekh k jeeta sa hua
tujhe na pakar reeta sa reh gaya
khud ko nahi pehchanta ab..
na jane main khud kis bhesh me hoon
bin mile milan ki pashopesh me hoon

hasrat na sahi, chahat toh haia
awaz na sahi aahat toh hai
na milne ka ranj bhar bhi sahi, par ab is deed ki rahat toh hai
jadd nahi aakhir main ab, is unmaad k aawesh me hoon
is bin mile main ki pashopesh me hoon

aaj main phir mohabbat k hi desh me hoon.....

Phir ek baar......


Phir wohi khwab wohi ehsaas laya hoon…
Main phir ek baar bin baat mohabbat ban k aaya hoon

Lafzo me nasha ab bhi wohi ghole hoon….
Madhosh karne main tujhe fir wohi kahani laaya hoon.

Kehne karne ko jo chor gaya tha adhura….
Usi hisse ka ab main karz chukane aaya hoon.

Kabhi jis chahat ki hasrat ban k jiya tha main….
Ab fir usi hasrat ki chahat ban k aaya hoon.

Jis mod se tu reh gaya tha takta us din….
Usi safar pe tera hath thamne aaya hoon.

Kehta tha jise khwab main hardam….
Ab khud wohi pariyon ki kahani sunane aaya hoon.

Jis kitaab me bas mera hi naam likha tha har kahin…
Usi k panno pe ab apne haraf dhoondne aaya hoon.

Sun k bhi jo baat shayad nahi sun paaya tha kabhi…
Ab wohi aawaz liye main tujhe aawaz dene aaya hoon.

Chhoo gaye thi jo saansein kabhi meri rooh ko….
Unhi ki mehak sanjoye huye usi chuan ka ehsas main laya hoon.

Main fir mohabbat ban tere aangan aaya hoon.

Magar......kuch nahi......


Kahoon agar main k jhooth hai toh ye sach nahi,
Bas me nahi bhale par ab dil ye bebas nahi,
Na badla hai ishq, na badli aashiqi aur badla ye aashiq nahi
Ishq wohi hai, mohabbat wohi, par ab wo hasrat nahi.
Kehne ko toh bahot kuch hai magar....kuch nahi...

Ab bhi bin baat kabhi yun hi muskuraya karta hoon...
Ab bhi din raat khud ko jane kya samjhaya karta hoon...
Ab bhi machalta hai mann jab barish ki boondein chhoo jati hain...
Ab bhi kabhi kabhi main bhig k ghar jaya karta hoon.
Zindagi se ab bhi kuch khwahish toh hai...
Har pal kisi pagalpan ki aazmaish toh hai.....par kuch nahi...

Bahut kuch hai jo main kabhi na kehta toh achcha tha...
Bahut kuch ahi jo main shayad keh deta toh achcha tha...
Bahut kuch hai jo ab tak ye dil bhula nahi paya..
Bahut kuch hai jo dil ne kabhi bhulana nahi chaha.
Bahut si hain yaadein jo andhero me dikhti hain..
Bahut si hain yaadein jo khamoshi se kaano me cheekhti hain.
Ab bhi kabhi raatein un yaadon me reet toh jati hain..
Ab bhi kabhi aakhen un yaadon me bheeg toh jati hain...par kuch nahi

Kabhi lagta hai pahle zara socha hota toh thik tha..
Kabhi lagta hai jo socha wo na hota toh thik tha..
Kabhi lagta hai k namumkin ki chahat hi thi galat
Phir lage k ye namumkin na hota toh thik tha..
Ab bhi kuch jale khwabo ki tapish toh hai...
Halki halki si dil me koi khalish toh ahi....par kuch nahi....

Kehna toh tha hasi hai toh bas tujhse, magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Kehna toh tha khushi hai toh bas tujhse, magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Kehna toh tha zindagi hai toh bas tujhse magar kabhi kaha nahi...
Kehna toh tha mera ‘main’ hai toh bas tujhse magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Zindagi me tu nahi, khud ‘zindagi’ tujh hi me hai...magar kabhi kaha nahi
Saanso me basi khushbu me tu ahi, magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Khuli aakhon me tu, band palko me tu hai..magar kabhi kaha nahi...
Hasrat teri nahi, teri hasi ki hai...magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Jarurat hosh ki nahi, tere aagosh me gashi ki hai.....magar kabhi kaha nahi..
Kehne ko tujhse kitni hi baat toh hai...
Kehne ko sab kuch abhi bachi ye raat toh hai.....par kuch nahi....

Dil ko ab bhi teri aadat si toh hai...haan ab bhi
Teri chahat ki ab bhi chahat toh hai...haan ab bhi..
Tere aagosh ki hasrat toh hai...haan ab bhi..
haaan ab bhi tujhse mohabbat toh hai...........par kuch nahi.....
intezaar ab bhi hai ...par kuch nahi...
wo pyaar ab bhi hai ..par kuch nahi...
aakhir ab tu ‚wo tu’ kyo nahi...
haalaat ab bhi wohi kyo nahi...
jazbaat jab din raat wohi hain...
toh ab bhi hum sath kyo nahi???
Puchta hoon khud se yehi bin baat main aksar.....
Reh reh k aate ahin yehi khayalaat mujhe aksar.....par kuch nahi....

Mana mila kam zindagi se zara, par ye zafa bhi nahi....
Roothi bhale ho zindagi zara, par mujhse wo khafa bhi nahi...
Chhin gaya jo sab, usi ne toh diya tha..
Ab jiski yaadein hai wo lamha kabhi toh jiya tha...
Bin paaye hi toh nahi khoya sab maine
Aakhir jo ho na saka mera, wo kabhi...kuch pal toh mera hua tha..
Khush hoon is baat se k sab khoya nahi..
Pahle wo thi meri..ab uski yaadein hain..
Pahle wo aur uski baatein thi..
Ab “wo baatein” hain....
Pahle jo pal bas pal the..
Ab wo saugaatein hain...

Ab ise main apni khushnasibi kahoon ya khushfahmi...
Mohabbat kahoon ya paagalpan...
Umeed kahoon ya unmaad...
Shayad main khud nahi janta...
Kisi jhooth pe koi sajawat toh hai.....
Zindagi se phir bhi koi shikayat toh hai.....par kuch nahi........