Mujhe mohabbat hai.... ;)

Phir mere ghar ki adhkhuli khidki se ek sard hawa ka jhonka aaya
koi tapish dil me samete meri tanhai ka ehsaas le aaya
taane kasta, mujh par hasta, kya kya karta raha thitholi..
"ghut k jeena yun hi tadapna..hai ye mohabbat kitni bholi"
kehta tha jahan me dil lagaoge..toh khudko yunhi akela paoge..
par meri bhala sunta kaun hai??
ye hawa isi liye toh maun hai..
ab bhi waqt hai pagal, koshish kar aur sambhal ja..
jag is neend se aakhen khol aur ise sapna samjh k bhool ja...

mera mann mann hi mann has pada...
bola arre pagal tu sach me kitna nadan hai....
is pyar ki taqat se aaj tak anjaan hai...

jab tanhai dil ko rulati hai...
to uski mohabbat mere hothon pe muskan lati hai..
jab jab hijr ki raatein dil ko koi dard deti hain..
tab tab uski chahat mujhe uski yaadon ka sahara deti hain..
jab bhi ye palakein uske intezar me bhig jati hain..
har baar tab uski mohabbat mujhe apni god me sulati hain...
maine jab bhi khud ko duniya me kahin akela paaya...
bahon me liye bepanah mohabbat usko apne sath hi paaya..

ye agar tanhai hai toh mujhe is tanhai se mohabbat hai...
agar ye ishq me rusvai hai toh mujhe is rusvai se mohabbat hai...
wo har pal meri rooh me meri saanso me mere dil me basi hai
agar phir bhi ye judai hai toh mujhe is judai se mohabbat hai...
khuda rok sakta hai hume milne se meri mohabbat kam nahi kar sakta....
phir bhi agar yehi uski khudai hai, toh mujhe uski is khudai se mohabbat hai...
khud dard seh k bhi mere dard ka ehsaas hai use...
agar ye bewafai hai, toh mujhe uski is bewafai se mohabbat hai..

uski har naadani, har berukhi, har masoom adat se mohabbat hai
har khamoshi, har duri har majboori se mohabbat hai
har toote sapne, har zakhm apne se mohabbat hai...
har bhoole waade, har jhoothi kasam har taghaful iraade se mohabbat hai
uski har hasi, uski nigaaho ki maykashi uski har bebasi se mohabbat hai..

mujhe uski mohabbat se mohabbat hai
apni is chaahat se mohabbat hai..
dhadkano ki is aahat se mohabbat hai...
dard ki is "rahat" se mohabbat hai..
uski dil ko aadat si ho gayee hai...
mujhe apne dil ki is aadat se mohabbat hai..

meri zindagi ab usi se shuru, usi pe khatm hai...
aur mujhe apni zindagi ki is kahani se mohabbat hai..

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