Mujhe mohabbat hai.... ;)

Phir mere ghar ki adhkhuli khidki se ek sard hawa ka jhonka aaya
koi tapish dil me samete meri tanhai ka ehsaas le aaya
taane kasta, mujh par hasta, kya kya karta raha thitholi..
"ghut k jeena yun hi tadapna..hai ye mohabbat kitni bholi"
kehta tha jahan me dil lagaoge..toh khudko yunhi akela paoge..
par meri bhala sunta kaun hai??
ye hawa isi liye toh maun hai..
ab bhi waqt hai pagal, koshish kar aur sambhal ja..
jag is neend se aakhen khol aur ise sapna samjh k bhool ja...

mera mann mann hi mann has pada...
bola arre pagal tu sach me kitna nadan hai....
is pyar ki taqat se aaj tak anjaan hai...

jab tanhai dil ko rulati hai...
to uski mohabbat mere hothon pe muskan lati hai..
jab jab hijr ki raatein dil ko koi dard deti hain..
tab tab uski chahat mujhe uski yaadon ka sahara deti hain..
jab bhi ye palakein uske intezar me bhig jati hain..
har baar tab uski mohabbat mujhe apni god me sulati hain...
maine jab bhi khud ko duniya me kahin akela paaya...
bahon me liye bepanah mohabbat usko apne sath hi paaya..

ye agar tanhai hai toh mujhe is tanhai se mohabbat hai...
agar ye ishq me rusvai hai toh mujhe is rusvai se mohabbat hai...
wo har pal meri rooh me meri saanso me mere dil me basi hai
agar phir bhi ye judai hai toh mujhe is judai se mohabbat hai...
khuda rok sakta hai hume milne se meri mohabbat kam nahi kar sakta....
phir bhi agar yehi uski khudai hai, toh mujhe uski is khudai se mohabbat hai...
khud dard seh k bhi mere dard ka ehsaas hai use...
agar ye bewafai hai, toh mujhe uski is bewafai se mohabbat hai..

uski har naadani, har berukhi, har masoom adat se mohabbat hai
har khamoshi, har duri har majboori se mohabbat hai
har toote sapne, har zakhm apne se mohabbat hai...
har bhoole waade, har jhoothi kasam har taghaful iraade se mohabbat hai
uski har hasi, uski nigaaho ki maykashi uski har bebasi se mohabbat hai..

mujhe uski mohabbat se mohabbat hai
apni is chaahat se mohabbat hai..
dhadkano ki is aahat se mohabbat hai...
dard ki is "rahat" se mohabbat hai..

uski dil ko aadat si ho gayee hai...
mujhe apne dil ki is aadat se mohabbat hai..

meri zindagi ab usi se shuru, usi pe khatm hai...
aur mujhe apni zindagi ki is kahani se mohabbat hai..

Mohabbat....:)

Bheegi bheegi dhoop si ye mohabbat
thandi thandi ek tapan si hai
meetha meetha sa ek dard hai ye ishq
ajab si ek tees bhi hai
halka sa koi nasha hai ye
pyari si koi saza hai ye

teri aankhon ki shararat sa ye
tere chehre ki masoomiyat sa ye
teri baato ki mithas hai isme
teri chhuan ka ehsaas hai isme
teri badan ki mahak hai isme
teri saanso ki dehak hai isme

duniya bhula dene wala jaadu sa
koi deewanapan bilkul bekaabu sa
bas ek jhalak ki hasrat si
fir firse milne ki chahat si
bina aahat ka shor koi jaise
hazaar aawazon ki khamoshi hai kabhi
bin baat ki muskaan kabhi jaise
khamosh chup tufaan jaisi hai kabhi
teri nigahon me doob jane ki tamanna
tere pyar me kho jane ki hasrat
aas jaise bina umeed ki koi
sapne jaise bina neend k koi
bekhudi ka maza bhi hai
kuch aansoo bewajah bhi hain

ye teri mohabbat hai ya koi nasha hai?
kitna maza isme bewajah hai........

Kyu???

kyu uski udasi mujhe udas kar jati hai?
kyu uski rusvai meri jaan si le jati hai?
kyu uski judai me sara jahan begana sa lagta hai?
kyu uski mohabbat mujhe zindagi si de jati hai??

kyu uski hasi sab dard bhula deti hai?
kyu uski khushi mujhe jannat ka ehsaas deti hai?
kyu uske gham me rone ko dil karta hai?
kyu uski khamoshi meri aawaz le jati hai?

kyu uske bina jine se darr lagta hai?
kyu uske bina aab-e-hayat zehar lagta hai?
kyu uski masoomiyat uske sab sitam bhula deti hai??
kyu use har baar muaf karne ko dil karta hai??

kyu uske seene se meri dhadkano ki aawaz aati hai?
kyu uski saanso ki aawaz dil me koi azaab lati hai??
kyu use palak bhar dekhne ko betaabi si hoti hai??
kyu uski har mulakaat fir milne ki chahat jagati hai??

kyu uski har baat pe yakin aata hai??
kyu uske har bahane pe ye dil aata hai??
kyu uski taghaful mohabbat se mohabbat huyi jati hai??
kyu uski berukhi pe aur pyar karne ko ji chahta hai??

kyu uski yaad me duniya bhulane ka gham nahi?
kyu is bemel mohabbat ko umar bhar nibhane ka gham nahi?
kyu is pagalpan me zindagi dhoond li maine??
kyu ab uska diwana kehlane ka gham nahi??

kyu uski baahon se duniya parayi si lagti hai?
kyu uski aakhon me madhoshi bhari gaharai si lagti hai??
kyu uske aagosh me fanaa ho jane ko dil karta hai??
kyu zindagi se mohabbat ab us-se bewafai si lagti hai?

kyu uski galati pe khud k liye saza mangata hoon?
kyu ab khuda ko uske baad khuda maanta hoon??
kyu uski judaai me bhi nasha sa dikhta hai??
kyu use wafao ka dard de kar apne liye zafaon ka maza maangta hoon??

kyu uski baate har lamha karne se ji nahi bharta??
kyu barha "mohabbat hai" ye kehne se ji nahi bharta??
kyu har lamha uske diid ki chahat hai??
kyu use ji bhar dekhne se kabhi ji nahi bharta??

kyu ab bheed me tanhai ka asar hota hai???
kyu bin dhoop kisi parchai ka bharam hota hai??
kyu kisi se milne ki koi tamanna nahi rahi??
kyu uska intezaar shaam-o-sehar hota hai??

kyu us-se khafa ho kar bhi us-se khafa hone ka dil nahi karta??
kyu zindagi se bewafai kar loon par us-se bewafa hone ka dil nahi karta??
kyu besabab bewaqt usi ka naam lab pe rehta hai??
kyu uske siva ab kisi ka naam lene ka dil nahi karta??

kyu uska zikr hota hai toh main khamosh ho jata hoon??
kyu uska zikr hota hai toh main jane kya kya keh jata haoon??
kyu uska zikr hota hai toh main main nahi rehta ??
kyu uska zikr hota hai toh main main ban jata hoon??

kyu ab bhi har nigaah me teri najar ki talaash hai
kyu ab bhi har aawaz me teri aahat ki talaash hai
kyu khud ki talaash me baar baar tujhe pa jata hoon
kyu ab bhi har talaash me mujhe teri hi talaash hai??

kyu ab bhi har mod par bin tere tum mil jati ho
kyu har baat me har yaad me ab bhi tum yaad aa jati ho
kyu khuda se kuch bhi maangoo toh bas teri khushiyaan yaad rahein..
kyu tum meri har khawahish me chupchap yu shamil ho jati ho...